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  • Jul. 7th, 2008 at 12:16 AM

heyyy, im new here,
and i need support!
i have an ed
and i wanna get down to 98 lbs
ughhhh, wish me luck =[

Day 13

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 10:47 PM
Food: 2/2
Water: 2/2
Exercise: 2/2
Challenge: 2/2
Post: 2/2

13/?/109 

Bringing Sexy Back

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 8:30 PM

No where near my thin perfection, but I am really getting into that mode again.

Food: 1/2 I have done good today, only 190 cals, but I am going to the moviea and I know I will eat more popcorn then I should......I love popcorn.

Water: 2/2....I drank a lot, and will more at the theatre.

Exercise: 2/2....Major sweating today. Walking to and from the rec and an intense hour workout while there.

Journal: 2/2

Challenge: 2/2.....Make-up day, but I didn't need to so I decided to love myself with a movie!

9/10 and maybe 10/10 if I can restrict at the movies!

Day 2/4 lbs lost/17 points

Woo-hoo!

3/x/24

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 8:54 PM
food: 1
water: 2
exercise: 0
challenge: 2
post: 2

didn't do great on food but I guess it wasn't a disaster.
barely moved all day though so bad for exercise.
does anyone have ideas for exercises I can do in a small space without any gym equipment? besides push ups and crunches I can't really think of anything but I need ideas desperately.
xx

/end day two

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 9:04 PM
Food 2/2 I ate pretty healthy today
Water 1/2 Could have had more, could have had less
Exercise 2/2
Journaling/Posting 2/2
Daily Self Esteem Challenge 2/2 (I made up for yesterday)

Alsooo yesterday I didn't use my get out of exercise free card... so I'll add those points to today

2/10/13

X posted

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 3:59 PM
I drank way, way, way too much last night.
But it was my friends going away party.
I had 2 beers, 1 vodka cran, 1 long island, 2 tequila sunrises.
I know, beer and all of the sugary drinks have a ton of cals.

Do any of you have suggestions on low cal drink options?
[besides rum and diet]

Home

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 3:35 PM
Im home now from Portcon which was totally amazing. I had so much fun. And tons of excerise. We wera walking arounf pretty much all day and since I get sick riding down on the elevator so I walked down 7 flights of stairs 8 or more times every day I was there. Im gonna wait to get on the scale til tomorrow cause I have had a lil something to eat today, and I always weigh myself right when I get up. So I will let you all know if Ive gained or lost then. I had to eat a lil while I was away because it was so hott and we were walking so much I was sick and practically passing out so eating became neccsary.  Im back on my fast tomorrow, now that im home. How has all my lovelies last few days? Have you all been doing well? Ive missed you all! Your my lifeline.  I love you guys!!! Muah!

Think Thin. 

Day 12

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 3:37 PM
(yesterday)

Food: 1/2
Water: 2/2
Exercise: 1/2
Challenge: 2/2
Post: 0/2

12/?/99

Jul. 6th, 2008

  • 12:20 PM
what if i dont know how many calories something has? like i made a cabbage soup? .. its that diet .. the cabbage soup diet. and i was gonna eat that once a day as my meal ... hmm .. any1? 

aloha

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 12:06 PM
hey girls ... hows everyone doin? hope ure all thinkin thin and tryin to think positive and determined. i know it gets realy hard at times.
especially if ure living with ur parents and theyre makin u eat . i on the other hand live with my husband and ive been tryin to hide my ed for the past 4 years. weve talked about my issues b4 of course.hes found diet pills in our old appt. he knows im very self concious and dont like my body. he doesnt know about my occcasional binges and purges. or about my fasts and restriction times. i lie, and feel bad about it but in the end we all die alone so we should do what makes us satisfied and happy.

btw im new, ive gained like 3 lbs since last week. aagh!

im  23
      5`2
cw 117    
gw 100

I'm New!! x

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 7:41 PM
Heya, My name is Summer, here are my stats:

Height: 5'5
HW:134
CW:126
LW:118

GW1: 118
GW2: 110
GW3: 100
UGW: 95

I've been binging a lot lately and hopefully this will be a kick up the ass!!

Love , xxx

Chillin Sunday?

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 1:04 PM
 So..the holiday weekend is coming to an end, finally! Is everyone ok? I did great until yesterday. I ate like crazy!!! Today I am going to restrict. I took my lorazepam, so I plan on watching movies and doing laundry. I am relaxed, so I dont have to worry about bingeing. I usually do that after dealing with family, but they cant do that to me while I have my lorazepam, Thank goodness!!!! I hope you all have a peaceful day before starting the work week again. I am here for you if you need anything. I will check back online in a couple of hours. Think srong, and make it happen!! Hugs

Newbie

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 10:54 AM
Hey guys, my name is Selene and I just joined this community less than a minute ago. Just wanted to say hello and introduce myself :) My 28 days start today, July 6th 2008!

Current Weight: 164 lbs- In my defense, I just started my period :P
Goal Weight (eventually): 125 lbs
Height: 5'1'' (extremely unhealthy BMI)

I have started a pretty regular exercise routine, so we'll see how this continues to go! I'm not anorexic, but I definitely realize I need work!!!

Caloric intake goal for today: 1200 cals.

Wish me luck!!!

not much

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 6:46 PM
Nothing really ED related.
Just wanted to say
that I've had a really great day today
and it's really upped my spirits (:

I have a new obsession with Julian Velard.

Hope you're all doing well.
Stay Strong + Think Thin

day one

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 10:41 AM

so, i guess i'm the new one today. it's 10:35 am. &&i haven't eaten anything yet.

 i'm really big on restricting, so i guess my goal as far as cals. are concerned is no more than 500. 

i'll repost later on tonight when day one is over.
 

I Told Someone ...................

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 6:21 PM
Well I told my friend about my ED.
OH SHIT!!!
He took it better than I thought.
Of course he said things that I knew he'd say like "you're not fat" "you're shaped like a model"  "this isn't healthy"
Blah, Blah, Blah.
We didn't talk about it for a long time. We made some dark jokes about it because that's how we are, we make jokes about
the worse of situations.
It was weird but it wasn't that bad.
Now that he knows I feel as if I can't get fat now because then he'll think that I can't handle this.
He said that "your mind will not be able to control your body" yeah whatever. I AM IN CONTROL!!!
I will take control over my body
I will be thin!!
I have been there before, I can- I will be again
Fuck THINK THIN
BE THIN

Hiya

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 2:07 PM
So I'm not exactly on a fast
but I'm gonna try not to eat just for today
because I kinda gave in yesterday.
I don't really want to talk about it
I feel disgusted.
=/
So I haven't had anything except 2 cups of coffee
and it's 2:06...
Arr!
Time goes so slow when you're trying :@

I'll get off the computer at about 3
and then do my exercise dvd twice.
That's about 2 hours.
Which is good.
Wish me luck (:

Stay Strong and Think Thin!

Woot!

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 10:56 PM
Food
Stayed under 500 cals today - had some almonds, two salami sticks and a couple of biscuits.
2 points.

Water:
Drank lots of water + tea. Downing another 600mL before bed. (When will you people start using metric, dammit. Be normal!)
2 Points.

Exercise:
About 20 mins of walking with stairs. Not enough cardio, but I got my heart rate up.
1 point.

Post:
2 points.

Self Esteem Challenge:
I took my dog for a walk today, and then found some people crowding around a drain where there was an injured possum! It was all spaced and out of it, and just sitting quietly in broad daylight with all these people around. It had a nasty chunk taken out of its tail - so I fetched a box and took it to the vet. :)
2 points.

TOTAL: 9 POINTS
SUBTOTAL: 18 POINTS


It'd only been three days, but this morning when I got in the shower and ran my hands over my stomach - I already felt less bloated and decidedly slimmer. I figure it's that initial water weight that goes when you first start restricting. :D

I AM SO GOING TO DO THIS, DAMMIT.

Good luck to all of you! <3

hey guys :D ***please help***

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 1:42 AM
Ok, so...

Today ends day two of my fast and starts day three.

So far only had water and 2 glasses of grape juice.

ANY Inspiring word would be amazing for me to read for the rest of today cause the 3rd day is my worst, and I am already being tempted ={ but I just can't break you guys I am so tired of breaking-I just want to be beautiful...

I know you all will come through and I love you so much

<3

Hey guys!

  • Jul. 6th, 2008 at 12:36 AM
Hi!
So... I hatebeing the new girl, but here I am... the dreaded new girl.
I'm just going to be honest with you... I used to be great at restricting, much closser to Anorexic but I tried recovery and now I 'm just really screwed up. I have been binging and purging more than I EVER have before. My voice is crackly and painful from throwing up too much and I am just sick and tired of it all. This probably sounds like a dumb goal, but I have start somewhere to put things back in order. This group inspires me and gives me hope because I want to stop binging and purging so bad... maybe being accountable every day will help. So it is my goal to not binge or purge for 21 days. Restricting and fasting would be wonderful, but  honestly as long as I don't binge and purge that will be an impovement. Wish me luck! Tomorrow is day one. 

So, I hope to get to know some of you, and goodluck with all your goals. I once read a quote that inspired me. It said "Don't thow away what you really want, for what you want in the moment". So goodluck... I hope you all find what you really want... night :)