heyyy, im new here,
and i need support!
i have an ed
and i wanna get down to 98 lbs
ughhhh, wish me luck =[
Water: 2/2
Exercise: 2/2
Challenge: 2/2
Post: 2/2
13/?/109
No where near my thin perfection, but I am really getting into that mode again.
Food: 1/2 I have done good today, only 190 cals, but I am going to the moviea and I know I will eat more popcorn then I should......I love popcorn.
Water: 2/2....I drank a lot, and will more at the theatre.
Exercise: 2/2....Major sweating today. Walking to and from the rec and an intense hour workout while there.
Journal: 2/2
Challenge: 2/2.....Make-up day, but I didn't need to so I decided to love myself with a movie!
9/10 and maybe 10/10 if I can restrict at the movies!
Day 2/4 lbs lost/17 points
Woo-hoo!
water: 2
exercise: 0
challenge: 2
post: 2
didn't do great on food but I guess it wasn't a disaster.
barely moved all day though so bad for exercise.
does anyone have ideas for exercises I can do in a small space without any gym equipment? besides push ups and crunches I can't really think of anything but I need ideas desperately.
xx
Water 1/2 Could have had more, could have had less
Exercise 2/2
Journaling/Posting 2/2
Daily Self Esteem Challenge 2/2 (I made up for yesterday)
Alsooo yesterday I didn't use my get out of exercise free card... so I'll add those points to today
2/10/13
But it was my friends going away party.
I had 2 beers, 1 vodka cran, 1 long island, 2 tequila sunrises.
I know, beer and all of the sugary drinks have a ton of cals.
Do any of you have suggestions on low cal drink options?
[besides rum and diet]
- Mood:
sleepy
Think Thin.
Food: 1/2
Water: 2/2
Exercise: 1/2
Challenge: 2/2
Post: 0/2
12/?/99
- Mood:
curious
especially if ure living with ur parents and theyre makin u eat . i on the other hand live with my husband and ive been tryin to hide my ed for the past 4 years. weve talked about my issues b4 of course.hes found diet pills in our old appt. he knows im very self concious and dont like my body. he doesnt know about my occcasional binges and purges. or about my fasts and restriction times. i lie, and feel bad about it but in the end we all die alone so we should do what makes us satisfied and happy.
btw im new, ive gained like 3 lbs since last week. aagh!
im 23
5`2
cw 117
gw 100
- Mood:
crushed
Height: 5'5
HW:134
CW:126
LW:118
GW1: 118
GW2: 110
GW3: 100
UGW: 95
I've been binging a lot lately and hopefully this will be a kick up the ass!!
Love , xxx
- Location:home
- Mood:
content
Current Weight: 164 lbs- In my defense, I just started my period :P
Goal Weight (eventually): 125 lbs
Height: 5'1'' (extremely unhealthy BMI)
I have started a pretty regular exercise routine, so we'll see how this continues to go! I'm not anorexic, but I definitely realize I need work!!!
Caloric intake goal for today: 1200 cals.
Wish me luck!!!
so, i guess i'm the new one today. it's 10:35 am. &&i haven't eaten anything yet.
i'm really big on restricting, so i guess my goal as far as cals. are concerned is no more than 500.
i'll repost later on tonight when day one is over.
- Mood:
determined - Music:Alexz Johnson
OH SHIT!!!
He took it better than I thought.
Of course he said things that I knew he'd say like "you're not fat" "you're shaped like a model" "this isn't healthy"
Blah, Blah, Blah.
We didn't talk about it for a long time. We made some dark jokes about it because that's how we are, we make jokes about
the worse of situations.
It was weird but it wasn't that bad.
Now that he knows I feel as if I can't get fat now because then he'll think that I can't handle this.
He said that "your mind will not be able to control your body" yeah whatever. I AM IN CONTROL!!!
I will take control over my body
I will be thin!!
I have been there before, I can- I will be again
Fuck THINK THIN
BE THIN
- Mood:
determined
but I'm gonna try not to eat just for today
because I kinda gave in yesterday.
I don't really want to talk about it
I feel disgusted.
=/
So I haven't had anything except 2 cups of coffee
and it's 2:06...
Arr!
Time goes so slow when you're trying :@
I'll get off the computer at about 3
and then do my exercise dvd twice.
That's about 2 hours.
Which is good.
Wish me luck (:
Stay Strong and Think Thin!
♥
- Location:Home
- Mood:
thoughtful - Music:James Taylor - Something in the way she moves
Stayed under 500 cals today - had some almonds, two salami sticks and a couple of biscuits.
2 points.
Water:
Drank lots of water + tea. Downing another 600mL before bed. (When will you people start using metric, dammit. Be normal!)
2 Points.
Exercise:
About 20 mins of walking with stairs. Not enough cardio, but I got my heart rate up.
1 point.
Post:
2 points.
Self Esteem Challenge:
I took my dog for a walk today, and then found some people crowding around a drain where there was an injured possum! It was all spaced and out of it, and just sitting quietly in broad daylight with all these people around. It had a nasty chunk taken out of its tail - so I fetched a box and took it to the vet. :)
2 points.
TOTAL: 9 POINTS
SUBTOTAL: 18 POINTS
It'd only been three days, but this morning when I got in the shower and ran my hands over my stomach - I already felt less bloated and decidedly slimmer. I figure it's that initial water weight that goes when you first start restricting. :D
I AM SO GOING TO DO THIS, DAMMIT.
Good luck to all of you! <3
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Dashboard Confessional
Today ends day two of my fast and starts day three.
So far only had water and 2 glasses of grape juice.
ANY Inspiring word would be amazing for me to read for the rest of today cause the 3rd day is my worst, and I am already being tempted ={ but I just can't break you guys I am so tired of breaking-I just want to be beautiful...
I know you all will come through and I love you so much
<3
- Mood:
worried
So... I hatebeing the new girl, but here I am... the dreaded new girl.
I'm just going to be honest with you... I used to be great at restricting, much closser to Anorexic but I tried recovery and now I 'm just really screwed up. I have been binging and purging more than I EVER have before. My voice is crackly and painful from throwing up too much and I am just sick and tired of it all. This probably sounds like a dumb goal, but I have start somewhere to put things back in order. This group inspires me and gives me hope because I want to stop binging and purging so bad... maybe being accountable every day will help. So it is my goal to not binge or purge for 21 days. Restricting and fasting would be wonderful, but honestly as long as I don't binge and purge that will be an impovement. Wish me luck! Tomorrow is day one.
So, I hope to get to know some of you, and goodluck with all your goals. I once read a quote that inspired me. It said "Don't thow away what you really want, for what you want in the moment". So goodluck... I hope you all find what you really want... night :)
